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Terry's account of young lady in deep despair . . .

I Would like to share an experience that I was privilege to be apart of, I was asked to pray with a young woman, her situation was taht she was pregnant and not married, her partner was in rehab, and unable to be by her side when the baby was due.

.I asked the father if it was possible to ring her and we could pray together over the phone, as I was in Swan Bay ( the rehab centre) with the partner and the young woman was in Sydney, so the boyfriend rang his girlfriend, and she agree to a prayer session over the phone.

I asked her what she need prayer for,

Her reply was that she was pregnant and didn't know what to do, she felt she lacked direction and strength a little anxious, confused and depressed and scared .

I asked her If Jesus was sitting beside her what would she ask of Him today?

Her reply was she wanted strength direction and hope.

I asked her when her anxiety and depression first started.

Her answer was , she was involved in playing sport and got a lot of satisfaction and fulfillment from playing sport.

I asked her what happened ?

Her answer was, that she broke her leg and wasn't able to play sport anymore, and started looking for other ways to find satisfaction and fulfillment, She tried tafe courses and various other courses but it wasn't the same, and became anxious and depressed.

I led her into prayers to forgive herself from placing upon herself burdens of anxiety and depression.

We then prayer together to ask Jesus to give this young woman a new truth to start to believe in, and waited a few minutes, I then asked her what had happened , her reply was " Jesus has just told me that motherhood will be the most fulfilling and satisfying experience she will ever experience "

I asked her "do you feel that your prayers have been answered"

She said "yes".

Emailed to Terry . . .

Thu, Jun 8, 3:37 PMto me Monday Aug 12 2019 6.22 p m

Jun 8, 2023, 3:37 PMto me Monday Aug 12 2019 6.22 p m

Terry Just a quick note to thank you dearly for yesterday. You've offered me your time, your patience, your energy...I really can't thank you enough for this.. You are an amazing person, so caring and giving. What you achieved yesterday is massive. I'm still knocked out by all what happened. I feel drained today. But sort of serene, like as if a battle has ended. I could never let my husband go because I couldn't trust God. I was worried that he wouldn't look after my husband as he didn't do while he was sick and suffering.I'm still struggling with not being able to remember the face of my husband other than when he died.It was scary and shocking.Thank you again Terry, I hope to see you again some time for maybe another dialogue with Jesus...Take care God bless V

Thursday Aug 15 2019 8.45 p.mTerry
Another update on my new life !I've just come back from a long long session with this very renowned specialist in trauma and PTSD. She found me changed so I explained what happened on Sunday, you should have seen her face. Then she spent 1.5 hours to check me mentally and psychologically, and guess what ? She admitted that my guilt is all gone; my suicidality is really at the lowest. Still intrusive images left but for the big issues, its all gone. She said that I even feel more pleasant, more alive !She couldn't believe it.So before Sunday I had a very heavy program to follow with specialists during a few months.Well today she said that I don't need it any more. She will double check again my state next Thursday with my G.P but if I'm O K I'm definitely healed according to the specialists ! ! !
Do you hear that ? wow ... That's massive

Have a great evening Thank you really V

Thu, Jun 8, 5:02 p.m.

'Thank you Lord for stepping into the dark and saving me "That was my first words this morning after probably the most restful night sleep, without nightmares.Its Monday, and I feel fantastic. Like a house, my attic was filled with unwanted things, dropped here and there by my mother. But I was busy in life, as everyone, therefore I never needed to go there. So "these things " stayed there, in the dark, silent, multiplying and waiting for an occasion to come down and visit me.When my husband died, it caused an earthquake in my life, the attic door slightly opened and revealed. some of this stuff.I was pushed to the edge and fell a number of times, God always caught me gently and laid me in place where I could stay safe.But every time, I was dragged back to the edge until last August, when you Terry, were able to do a bit of cleaning in the attic.Then recently,The session with Christine was like a huge storm that has blown away the protected roof of my life, everything got exposed and collapsed on top of me. I was trapped, I constantly felt nasty strengths holding me, keeping me away from God, I was observing the world from a painful distance, feeling everyday that I was sliding down to a place of non return.My body has been hacking, my thoughts were blurred and set behind a layer of lies and false information I knew I was in trouble.Yesterday was hard.Maybe because I was so so far away.I couldn't approach Jesus , yet along the session, I saw Him moving gently towards me. He is the one that was coming once He knew that " they " were holding me. I'm glad Terry you insisted. I'm glad you had a plan B., you went around and found a little door were you could access to my real self.It was a huge battle in my body, in my heart and soul. I felt many things, weird, scary deep but I also saw the tears of Jesus because He knew that the last move had to come from me.Forgiving my mother was a massive challenge. Do you know why I accepted to do it ? because for a few seconds, I got to experience the live she had for me. that was incredible. I felt she was herself trapped with evil but deep down inside her, she loved me, Today I'm glad I forgave her and sincerely wish her to be saved. Once I renounced to all these evil forces, I felt something leaving my body, all the way down to my legs,was weird... I'll remember that for the rest of my life.
I also distinctly saw the face of the evil responsible for alll this, I will never forget what I saw.Today I feel like I'm resting in God's arms, I feel safe, protected and ready to start a new journey.Thank you Terry for being this amazing shepherd that is not afraid to go to the steepest valley to find some lost sheep.Thank you Linda for for being part of my journey, you not only a precious friend that I like to hang out with, you are also a wonderful person that protects people with your wings Love you both V

Sam's testimony . . .

All my life I had a secret shame - I wanted to dress up like a woman. It wasn't to be a woman - just a twisted sexual desire that I knew was wrong. It had a power in my life- a pull and excitement. To everyone I appeared a normal young man and I had a girlfriend. Not a hint on the outside. Internally I spent lots of time running from it but occasionally I would give in to it in secret because of the pleasure it would give me in return.

Then I got saved at 18yrs old & and I really wanted to be a true disciple of the Lords and walk with Him. I got even more convicted that this secret sin was wrong and would jeopardize my calling.

So I fought it - with prayer and fasting. With discipline and grit. Wrth passion and determination. I knew what I wanted with the lord needed this to be gone from my life. At times it was non-existent in my life. At others it was like a relentless pull of gravity that I could fly hard against but it was only a matter of time before my strength would fail and I would tum and give in. I felt like a traitor to myself, the lord and those who thought I was a great example of being a Christian.

This went on for years. Mentally I never accepted this was to stay in my life and to give it a place. I was never at peace with it. But at times I couldn't escape the power it had at times. It frightened me - I feared it would 'get' me one day and become known to the outside - like a bomb in my life waiting to go off. And at times I could feel the demons around me when I gave into it.

But I didn't know what to do. I was doing everything I knew how to do and I was afraid to tell anyone about this - so I fought this in the dark and never felt truly free - there was just a knowing the battle would come back again one day and the fight would be on. I was filled with the Spirit too! Could pray in tongues (I pray a lot more in tongues these day - probably not enough tt)en).

Anyway some major problems hit my life and this thing really ramped up its voice in my life as a shelter from the pain. A source of pleasure - an escape. I started to fear for my life that this thing would get too much of me & knew I had to do something new. It was time to get outside.help.

I went to a psychologist and told him about it - he was very interested in it and its origins but couldn't help me find the origin or get power to be released from it. We made no progress but I did feel a level of relief that I had started to bring this into the light instead of fighting it mys lf.

A friend (who didn't know about this fight at all) then recommended I seek some Emotional Healing ministry to help me deal with some real emotional issues that had manifested itself with the failing marriage so introduced me to Terry.

I was desperate and drowning. I didn't care about being embarrassed anymore - I just wanted to live and be free. So I shared with Terry how this desire had power in my life and I didn't know what to do but I wanted to be free. He wasn't judgmental at all but gave me a safe place to receive ministry. He told me we all get hurt and it manifests itself in different ways but the wound is not the tomb.

Terry knew this desire had been born from a wound in my past and spirits had used that to attached themselves to me. And had thrived in the dark.

So Terry asked the Holy Spirit to join us and take me on a journey to my past so the Lord could help me see how I was hurt and how He could truly_ set me free. I was all in.

In short we prayed a bunch of prayers - and I knew God was present - but that night nothing significant happened. But I knew I was on a journey now to freedom and could feel hope entering my soul that I was on the right path. Terry was ministering ih a powerful way that was truly cringing the power of God to a part of my soul in a way I didn't understand at the time.

Later, on my own, I asked God if anyone had ever sexual abused me in my past. I knew my cousins had been abused by my uncle but my mum had always kept me away from him as she knew he was not good. However then God reminded me of something I had forgotten about - a very strange memory when my male cousin was asking me to suck his boyhood when we were about 4yrs old. I said no but had a strange feeling that this may had happened before & I might have previously but I couldn't remember.

Then, shortly afterwards at another time, the Lord gave me a powerful vision. He took me to a house, which represented my heart, and showed me a room with a throne. The room & throne was gaudily decorated - like cheap plastic pretending to be royalty. Piled around it were woman's clothing I had worn in the past. The throne was empty. The Lord said the one who had sat on it was gone and couldn't return unless I wanted them to. I did not. We then took all the clothes outside to a bonfire and burned them. That moment

was the tipping point - I knew I was on my way to true freedom.

I've met up with Terry many times since to complete the healing process here and deal with some other emotional blockages I had to deal with - like I couldn't cry.

It's been a couple of years now and thanks to Terry not only do I have access to a wider emotional range (I can cry now - which is an important part of being whole I think) I can now truly say the power of that sin seems like it has truly been broken in me and over me. I don't feel the pull at all, I never think about it and I truly no longer fear it appearing again in my future.

So internally I am changed.

And externally I know that there are familiar spirits that would seek to influence me back into this - however I now recognize when that power/influence is external and that it is those spirits. So I use my authority in the Lord to tell them to depart from me and they do.

Honestly freedom feels so good!!!! Those who the Son sets free are free indeed.

The reason I am sharing this in detail is because I believe there are good people who struggle with secret shameful sexual sin who truly want to be free but have never found the path to true freedom

- and I want to encourage you to be vulnerable and let the light in. Terry works very closely with the Holy Spirit and together they can bring forth a healing and freedom you don't know is possible.

Stop struggling by yourself in the dark and get the help the Lord has for you.

Thanks so much Terry for giving me a safe space, your love and time so I could be free! Bless you!

SamT

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